somewhere in time

at the thamse

2012-02-12T09:04:00.000-08:00

bet she dies at the themse
killing her leaves him empty
it didn´t gave him the thrill he expected
more drained then before
he lay there behind her

cloud

2011-12-07T17:23:00.000-08:00

smelly
clouds
dust
let me breeze

yellow

2011-11-22T16:50:00.001-08:00

black and white
sometimes
yellow

everywhere

2011-11-06T16:06:00.000-08:00

fog everywhere
i see light
bright bright
i switch it off

bright

2011-11-04T21:05:00.001-07:00

shadows cast upon me
i feel the light

shadow

2011-11-04T20:56:00.000-07:00

fade to grey
o there is a
shadow

breeze

2011-11-04T20:52:00.000-07:00

back in the forest of life
tree of death is haunting me
i breeze

cold

2011-10-17T09:17:00.001-07:00

it´s cold outside
or is it me
i am freezing

how do you do

2011-08-17T14:01:00.000-07:00

how do you do i do
well thank you and how do you do
i do well to thank you very much and how do you do
i do well by the way thank you
how do you do
how do you do
i do well thank you and how do you do
i do well too thank you how do you do
how do you do
i do well thank you how do you do
how do you do
how do you do
how do you do
how do you do

someone something

2011-08-03T15:06:00.000-07:00

something to do
is someone to love
something to love
is someone self
something to hope for
is to find someone to love

i know what i did today

2011-06-22T13:42:00.000-07:00

- today i got the answer to the age old question where do the snails come from. as you are aware i am battling a hoard of snails in me backyard for a while not that it is a funny habit say it comes out of necessity as i am a proud owner of a vegetable garden not that i want to do it however food prices recently forced me to do so i have to battle these snails on a daily basis night for night when it goes colder after a heated daytime they come out one by one like a hoard of snails eating chewing throwing wild parties on my vegetable garden not on my account i thought so i started battling those creatures

- no no stop it wasn´t that way
- alright as it goes my neighbor warned me of snails when i told her of my vegetable garden
- beware snails will eat your tomatoes she said and i replied c´mon i have no snails on my garden they are healthy

she points at the eaten leafs and tells me snails did that

o boy i thought it is not the ground the water snails

- stop it come to the story of your discovery
- alright here we go on a rainy day like this
- stop it
- cut it out
- alright alright
- i went to my backyard where i store my garden garbage you know the cuts the leafs the benches the grass when i mow the yard in a hot summer night sweating
- ey back to the snails
- alright snails yes i went to my backyard where i store the garden garbage as i told you i don´t know why i went there however destiny took
- ey
- alright i went there to the garbage and look snails all around the garden garbage hundreds of them i mean it when i say hundrets and they crawl and slime and eat
- c´mon
- alright i took my salt dispenser again and i battled them one by one i had no mercy they pleaded none
- did he drink something today i mean
- alright i found hundreds of snails on my garden garbage i store in my backyard to decompose i took my old salt dispenser and killed them all hope it will be the end of that snail attack on my vegetable garden they´re already reduced to none on the two places i planted my tomatoes paprica onions garlic and cucumbers i will follow these new clue for a while and report to you about the news on my epic battle against the snails in my vegetable garden

till i die

2011-06-14T15:30:00.001-07:00

who wants to live forever
i want to live forever
and eat pizza till i die

curtis

2011-05-18T13:51:00.001-07:00

RIP Ian Curtis
Just 23
still 23
a new dawn fades

vision

2011-03-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

my darkest hour
my brightest moment
blurred vision
moving ahead

haunted

2011-01-02T11:57:00.001-08:00

an empty place
full of memories
haunting me

too place to live
few place to die

something else

2010-12-16T16:25:00.001-08:00

good and evil
good and evil
good and evil
or something else

lake of fire

2010-11-23T17:24:00.000-08:00

winter has arrived
it froze world and time
lake of fire is what i seek

three

2010-11-23T16:45:00.000-08:00

north and south (korea)
exchanged some artillery fire
one for you one for me
one for you one for me
that makes three

wake

2010-10-14T16:57:00.000-07:00

we already live in fascism
and no body knows
psst don´t wake the people
god put them asleep

left

2010-09-25T15:03:00.000-07:00

it´s evening
actually night
and the world went cold
summer left me

vip

2010-09-08T19:25:00.000-07:00

rip
trip
zip
fip
lipp
dip
pip
bip
nip
sip
tip
vip
yip

i have the urge

2010-09-08T18:55:00.001-07:00

i have the desire
i have the urge
i urge the desire
i desire the urge

i love
i hate
i mate

i love
i hate
i mate

i love the hate mate

i thought

2010-09-08T18:47:00.000-07:00

you

me
yes
i thought
what
that
that what
you might
might what
that
that
yes
oh
no
i thought

delights of nature

2010-07-21T17:18:00.000-07:00

Today i had the task to mow my lawn not a big yard still mine and as all good citizens i used my lawn mower to cut the grass in my yard during this task i was plagued by the intense heat covering the world these days burning through my t-shirt and giving me an unpleasurable feeling during my task however the burning sun can´t take me from my task of cutting the grass in my backyard so it comes i cut through my grass row for row to the hedge side of my lawn there it hit me small bits of my trees nature through gentilely to the ground went through my lawn mower and hit me right were you hit your enemy under your knee caps to make someone hurt very much and so did nature with their wonderful gift of plant and made me cry in pain loudly to curse the event then cutting my lawn woke up a small ant hill in my harmonious with the nature backyard destroyed their building angry as they were they swarmed out to hit everything they can hit in their anger unfortunately i was the only person around they could hit in their anger and they did so gentiley biting through my legs i cried out in another source of pain and hit them with my bare hand where i got them and made them give up eating my legs the fight and intese heat left me sweating the guts out and so it came horse flies must have taken notice of me or was it the long nature grass i cut this day and used as a hide out for natures creatures between my cuts or is it the near by river that made them to nest hear even it could be neighbors barn what ever it might be they nested there and when i fought off ants and tree droppings and sweating during this fight under the sun they must have sensed me in a way only horse flies can sense a poor soul under the sun fighting of natures two delights tree droppings thrown out by a lawn mower and a family of ants and so they took an aim for me and hit me as only horse flies can hit a man in pain one in my leg one in my arm one on my neck others flying around me in search for an easy target for this poor guy fighting lawn mower dropping tree droppings furious ants and the sun so they hit me where ants left un used places of my bare skin and they hit me as only horse flies can hit a man already in pain

desire

2010-06-12T12:39:00.000-07:00

Global love global love is our desire

people did so many stupid things in love

you mean

have you ever seen a man in love sane

actually

haven´t you witnessed that people in love

yes

are

you mean

i mean act in a way

so say

foolish

that´s not what you wanted to say

i mean

go on

insane

have you ever witnessed a person in love behave irradicly

conserning the cause

love

copulation

fornicating

reproducing

couppling

loving

making people doing stupid things

yes say it

making us desire global love

yes

making us wanting people in love

yes

making us people act

irraticly

insane

you say

a sane world

is without love

a world in love

is insane

what do we choose

o desaster

o mind

o hear

o mind

o heart

o mind

speak to me

say you want

say you desire

say you urge

say you give

say you drive

say you wish

say you urge

say you force

say you mind

say you think

say you desire

o heart

o mind

what to choose

what to desire

them

2010-04-17T21:15:00.000-07:00

Met some weird people

where

here

i see

you talk

no not to them

neither me

you should

why sould i

you shold

no i don´t

but

what

but it is

no it isn´t

maybe you should

i will not

you say

yes i say

it is

yes it is

you got it

but

you don´t

let

see

wait

good bye

the neighbor

2010-04-17T21:12:00.000-07:00

bisque

yes bisque

good morning

what are you talking about

about bisque

bisque

yes him

who

bisque

did you tell

tell what

him

about bisque

what happened

he told me

whom

about

oh i know

you know

yes he told me

about

bisque

what did he do

you know

who

the neighbor

yes

he did it

did what

who they do

2010-04-17T21:08:00.000-07:00

so you

you

yes me

and me

and you

who else

him

whom

him

them

and him

him too

and they

maybe

well they should

why not

so tell

who

them

too

who

them

why

because

should

you should

but

nothing

you see

i see

didn´t you tell

who

them

think

and

yes

what

said

heard it

and

nothing

how

this way

don´t mind

i don´t

you don´t

though

what

thought

tell

i mean

you wanted

yes

but

nothing

it happened

but

but what

what what

that

you see

nothing

but you told

nothing

heard it

you

yes

when

now

yes

did you

i did

alright

and now

nothing

what

nothing

here is my train

goodbye

bye

the play

2010-04-17T21:02:00.001-07:00

oh is my salome good what about your salome is it good what about it i asked is it good good for what good for you good for me good for you why it should be good for me it should be good for you why should it be good for me you are my listener i am not your listener but you love art i love art so is it good for you why it should be good for me it should be good for you because you love art i love art and you understand art i understand art so is it good what is good is it pleasing music pleases me this is not music it is a play does this play satisfy you why should it satisfy me it should satisfy you and for what purpose for to please the audience who is the audience you are the audience why i am the audience i choose you for what to be my audience me yes so so is it good good the play what about the play does it satisfy you who you so so is it good

suspicious me

2010-01-09T18:43:00.000-08:00

who are you

yes you

i am me

and you

i am me

it can´t be

why

because

because what

because i am me

no it´s not true i am

no i am

how can you be me when i am me

i always been me

how always

i meant all my life

me too

so why there is two me

pointless

2009-11-27T15:34:00.000-08:00

actually that is the point

let´s be pointless

about what

making a point

that is your point

i made my point

to be pointless

yes

that´s a point

it is pointless

what

our talk

about what

making a point

i made my point

you are pointless

i made my point

make a point

i did

you are pointless

that is my point

that doesn´t make a sense

what

your point

i am pointless

that is your point

yes

years ago

2009-11-06T13:55:00.000-08:00

twenty years ago the world changed

indeed

some got what they want

and the others

the others don´t

some went lucky and cheered

and the other

were not happy and sad

back to the weather report

indeed

here is the weather forecast for britain

it will rain mist in the north

sea level

2009-11-02T13:52:00.000-08:00

i would buy more the country side

what do you mean

i mean i would not buy on the sea side

i would buy land on the countryside away from the sea

but you said the sealevel would not rise

yes i did

you said there is no

what if it does

what are you doing

2009-10-04T16:48:00.000-07:00

what are you doing

that´s not your business

what do you mean

i mean it is not your business

of what

of what i am doing

i was just asking

and i was answering

yes but it was not proper

not proper

yes not proper

what do you mean

you were not giving a proper answer

it was proper

it was not

it was

i was asking what are you doing

and i was answering your question

you did not

i did

you did not

indeed i did

you weren´t saying what you were doing

the beauty of nature

2009-07-12T20:58:00.000-07:00

The beauty of nature

I am enjoying the beauty of nature

yes it is beautiful

I meant ferrets eating that birds nest

o no

look all their children gone she have to make new ones next year

that´s nature

come´one

that´s how nature works

stop it

What do you accuse me to eat them

you are cruel

I am not a ferret

what you said

are mad of me because I described you nature

or is it because I destroyed an illusion

you can´t say that

you are mad of me because I destroyed your romantic view of nature the picture of perfect harmony and a well designed system

I meant the eating children thin

but in nature children and weak people like ill and old ones get eaten that type of people we protect in civilization how can you demand to go back to nature

I didn´t meant that

but that´s the issue in civilization weak ill and old individuals survive while your nature kills them

that´s not true

what kind of individuals get eaten in nature are the strong ones get eaten by predators or the weak ones

the weak ones of course

so in nature the weak ones die while in civilization they survive

it seems so

when we go back to a natural life style wouldn´t it mean that these ones will probably die

we would protect them

with what

with weapons

would´t it be unnatural

what do you mean

I mean isn´t it natural that predators hunt

that´s in their nature

but when you stop a predator to eat one of you would it not mean you interfere in a natural cycle

I protect my family

but you meant interfering in a natural cycle is not good for nature it destroys a balance and therefore we must prevent ourselves from disturbing this cycle

I meant that

and now you want to do that when it comes that that natural cycle works against you

I didn´t meant that in this way

let´s talk about diseases

what about them

how will you protect yourself against them

with plants

they existed before

but we know how to use them

how do we know

from old books

but they existed before

yes they did

and still we have records of outbreaks

what do you mean

this plants where not able to protect in the past

don´t ask don´t tell

2009-07-10T21:07:00.000-07:00

don´t ask don´t tell

what do you think

say what

I said what do you think

why you´re asking

I was wondering what you are thinking

what you´re doing with that

with what

with what i´m thinking

I was just wondering

no no you don´t just sit around and start saying what are you thinking

I don´t get you

what´s the catch

the catch of what

what I am thinking

are you thinking

don´t screw around you started this

I asked you

and I gave you an answer

no not the answer I was asking you

then don´t ask

say what

the seal

2009-07-08T06:06:00.000-07:00

the seal
Who is it
this is the gatekeeper he stands between the world of the living and the dead
and what does he
his castle stands between the two world here the world of the living here the world of the dead . he takes care that none of the dead passes the seal . so they remain under themselfs and the two worlds get separated and they can t connect to each other.
tell me more about the world of the dead .
there you take the shape you had when you were when you were under the living . and the world around you would have the same shape as it had when you were alive . you see your memorys create the image of this world .
and how does it look like in real
well nobody knows it
we take the images we saw during our live in that world and we create that image and live in it .
does anyone tried to come through the seal .? to pass the seal ? has it ever happend ?
nobody dared to do it
and nobody wished to do it
has noone be curious to find out
not in our time
ask joe here he is longer than we are
be careful he is a bit of senile

lucifer

2009-07-08T06:04:00.000-07:00

satan
who are you
i am who many people fear
you are satan
some call me so
so whats your real name than
i don t remember of heaving a name
how called your parants you
i don t have any
how it comes you exist
i can t remember by birth
one day i woke up and there i were
how it comes you exist
the good creates me
how is it possible
by saying this as good there opposite is created as evil by itself so it you will when you define something as good you define the evil i am the shadow of everything you call good
how can we get rid of you
don t you know the answer
but who created you anyway
the other one
god
thats not his name
how do you call him then
we dont have names
anyway one day he had the idea to create a list of good behavior and voillant there i were
and when seeing me he went mad saying i am evil but he created me when he made is list of good behavior - and started i should be destroyed completly mental i say ya ! i am there as long as his list of good behavior is there . and when battling me he gets completly nasty i say ya . totaly the opposite of his list i say ya. when battling me he becomes me i say ya . so he can t fight me . totaly mental i say ya .
how we fight you
why want you
you are evil
did i do anything to you
not personally
you see
i dont give ya rules i dont give ya orders i completly leave ya alone he wants to stragle you with his rules and his list of good behaviour
but who brings the evil into the world
it wasn t me
but someone does
perhaps you
you let the people starve
well i am not rich how can i have taken their food and money away
you bring the deseases
didnt he create anything on earth
yes
and so the deseases : arent bacterias as viruses his work than? he blames to be the creater of every living thing doesnt he
so
well why doesnt have he created them protected from deseases and age .
what do you mean
who does he love more the lion or the goat
what
who does he love more the bacteria eating of men or the men eating of the goat
what
who is his favorite
well i don t know
well then ask him
he don t speak to me
you see - he doesn t bother to talk to his lovly creatures - i do i stay right in front of you and answering your questions . he dares to send his messangers . he is too fine to talk directly to you . he could get dirrrty you know .
but they say you refused him and stood up against him and he through you out of the paradise and his table ...
a come on , one of this messangers made up this stuff - and even : stand up against someone be a different opinion and rebel against a superior - thats not evil . obey your master and not disagree : thats evil . not going your own way opposite your master thats nuts .
thats blasphamous
its not his way is mental i say ya

questions

2009-07-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

questions
welcome to heaven
hello
now of course you all gained the exclusive to get a seat in heaven this exclusive includes a direct communication to god
can we actually speak to him
ah no dear you can write a letter with your question and you will receive an answer from him
i get a letter from god
well no there are people who write for him and i will receive these pages and read them to you
did you see god how do he look like
well i haven t seen him personally
what does it mean
well there is a letter box where i through your questions in and a few days later i will have the answers to your questions in my folder in my office - thats how it works up here
how can you be sure that these answers come from god
well i am not sure but i trust them and i think it is from him
did you never see someone empty this letter box
no ! there is a slot in a wall . and your letter will drop to the other side of the wall and someone takes them
have you never been on the other side ?
no actually i was never invited
how you can be sure that these answers come from god ?
i am not sure but i trust them
o dear
have ever be someone on the other side
well i don t know of someone else
what do you mean
well i am alone on this post since i arrived
who gave you your assignment
there was a letter arriving - it felt right in front of my feet i read it and there was my job description. and i do it since then .
how can you be sure that this assignment came from god . someone could play a game to you .
why should it be . i witnessed how i died . my wife shot me and then i came here what else can it be .
a hoax
but i died
are you sure
where do you think you are
i don t know
there you see

at the gate

2009-07-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

at the gate
what are you doing here?
we are here since we died.
and you?
i don t know. i went to bed and then i saw myself walking this hill up. than i reckognized you and walked at you !
than you must be dead also.
doesn t anyone open ?
No it s closed.
did you knock?
of course i did , what did you think!
perheaps we should walk around.
your dead tried it once . he came back from the other side only seconds after he disappeard in that direction.
how long are you here ?
well when we died - we walked up that hill like you and than we came to this gate - as you . first me and than your mother.
what now?
well we wait.
have you tried to walk down that hill ?
of course we did . and anytime we came back to this hill only seconds later.
well thats not how i thought it was ...
well what should we say . we wait for fifty years now at this gate .
amazing.
spooky.
　
　